don't *aisha nordin

Okay i'm not okay actually . I pretend that i'm cool and i can handle
it but the result is ? and see i can't to control it anymore

*taylor say come back ,come back, come back to me like 

-,- u can't do that

Today i'm gonna write some a sad about me (*little bit )

and i'm gonna make it really long so everyone can see that i'm not

happy. In sad i still able to smile ;)

I have thought that i wish i wasn't always wrong

i wish it wasn't always my fault but totally all happen is
come from my fault and i wonder to myself ishhhhh

Or i'm not matured yet ? Yes you're. Face it 19 years old

*while knock my head to wall again and again

*how stupid i at that time (laugh like crazy) and knock it again

Let me explain briefly about me

Before this i try to CHANGE ,try to wearing shawl or 'tudung'

try try try and try but just for a few day. 

I'm not ready yet ! It really take time for me with my surrounding

and i try to change just for u

tonight what can i see is,it just open my eyes

see the fact that would be occur and i smile to myself , come on

now u can see what we call 'reality'

Please make me know my position now

don't make me like 'idiot' If you're really serious please and please

and i'm begging to explain the truth :D

'MC' or meeeeeeeeeee >,<